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Sunday, December 10, 2006
samccx

I feel very stupid ah!

Dammit.

I FEEL VERY STUPID. T_T

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samccx

What RM500 fine?

Oh.

Don't give license to Guess or MNG lah. They have very lovely corsets that I want to buy oh.

You start banning shops from selling sexy clothings, then I won't have the temptation to buy and wear them right? Or like if we all stop buying the sexy clothes then they also will rugi lor. Or you want us to wear tubes and spaghetti straps at home =O

Yeahlor.

Then maybe like, we cannot wear slips to bed because then women will start reporting their husbands for raping them, right?

So like, first of all I'd get fined for my "improper" use of Bahasa Malay in my daily speech and then I'll get fined for "indecent" dressing, right? What next?

Oh, "controversial" issue discussed on blog.

=/

Just my luck I've stopped the habit of condemning the government in my blog, yes?

So, speaking of fine, what's the fine for idiots who abuse their pets?

Still RM200?

Ahhh, I see. =)

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Saturday, December 09, 2006
samccx

One of my favourite parts from Child of The Prophecy. Well okay, so every part with Darragh in it are my favourites, but it so happens that I was flipping the book randomly and landed on this part. So... =)


Then a lot of things happened quite rapidly without a single word spoken. A cloak over my shoulders, blissfully warm. I could not sit down, my body was too sore; a folded blanket smelling strongly of horse was produced, and I was eased to a half-lying position, as close to the fire as was safe. Then a hand curled my frozen fingers around a cup of something hot and fragrant. Tremors coursed through my body, my teeth chattered, I could not have uttered a word even if I had known what to say. Darragh busied himself building up the fire, throwing on a log or two, blowing on the coals. The flames licked up; my face began to thaw. I took a sip of the beverage he had provided. It was a tea, very hot and very sweet. I had never tasted anything so good. At last Darragh settled himself across the fire from me, and looked at me direct.

"That's a fine wee mare you have there," he observed. "Learned to ride, I see, since you left me."

For a moment I was speechless. Was that all he could think of to say? On second thoughts, it was typical.

"The way I remember it, you left me," I snapped, but my voice came out sounding shivery and pathetic. "But yes, I can ride. A bit. Just as well. I have to be back before dawn."

Darragh looked at me. "Is that so?" he said.

"You don't need to sound like that," I retorted.

"Like what, Fainne?"

"Like you know best. Like you think I'm stupid for coming here. I don't know why I bothered." A new bout of shivering seized me, and I clutched the cloak tighter around me.

Darragh watched me in silence for a while. The little gold ring in his ear glinted in the firelight.

"Why did you come?" he asked me eventually.

"T-To tell you. To tell you something important."

Now he was stirring his pannikin over the fire. Peg and Molly and the others always cooked an oaten porridge in the mornings. Kept out the chill, that was what Peg said. He took the pot off the heat, and brought it around to me.

"No golden platters here," he said. "No silver spoons. Not used to catering for fine ladies, you see. But the food's good. Come on, Fainne. You must eat."

"I'm too tired to eat."

"Here," he said gently, and settled himself by me. "Eat, and don't talk." He dipped the horn spoon into the pot, and I found myself opening my mouth and being fed like a bird in the nest. It would have been humiliating, but the cautious expression on his face, the great care with which he went about the task, somehow made it all right between us.

"Good," said Darragh from time to time. "Well done. Good girl." And soon enough it was all gone.

"I'm sorry," I said, my voice somewhat stronger. "Was that going to be your breakfast?"

Darragh did not reply. He was sitting close by me, looking into the fire, arms folded. The silence drew out. At length he spoke with some diffidence.

~*~*~

"Who's Orla?" I asked.

Darragh glanced at me sideways. "O'Flaherty's daughter. The younger one."

"I see."

"No you don't, Fainne."

"Yes I do. I suppose she's good with horses, is she?"

"Very good," he said, his teeth gleaming white in the darkness as he grinned. "A capable rider, for a girl. Understands all the tricks."

"Yes, well, she would, I suppose. And no doubt she's a beauty as well?"

"Oh, yes," said Darragh, stretching out his hands to warm them at the fire. "Long golden hair, cheeks like roses, eyes blue as a summer sky. Same as her sister. They've suitors lining up from here to the Cross, the two of them."

He was teasing me.

"Forget I asked," I said crossly. "Now answer the question. Why are you here?"

~*~*~

"You haven't convinced me," he said.

"Convinced you of what?"

"That you're all right. That you don't need keeping an eye on. I don't believe it for an instant. Your words are giving me one story and your eyes another. Come on, now. You can talk to me. There's no secrets between us, you and me. What is it that's troubling you so badly?"

"Nothing." My voice quavered, despite my best efforts. "Nothing. I'm just telling you, go away and never come back here."

"And what will you do, when I'm gone?"

~*~*~

Then he said nothing for a long time, and as the silence drew out I began to yawn, and my eyelids began to close, despite the cold, and I thought dimly that it was rather a long time since I had slept. But I must not allow myself to sleep. I still had to ride back to Glencarnagh, I still had to...

"Here," said Darragh. He'd found another blanket, not much more than a strip of sacking, perhaps used to keep Aoife warm, for like the other, it smelled strongly of horse. "Best rest awhile. You're weary to death. Come on, lie down and I'll cover you up."

"I can't," I protested through my convulsive yawns. "Told you... back by dawn... long way..."

"Aoife's quick," said Darragh. "We'll have you back in plenty of time. I'll wake you."

"No - you don't understand..."

"Yes, I do, Fainne."

"But..." The blanket felt good, so good. I put my head down and closed my eyes even as I mumbled my protest.

"Hush now," said Darragh. "I'll keep watch for you. Rest now."

Sleep rolled over me like a great wave, sudden and unstoppable. Once or twice I half-woke, aware of the winter cold that pierced through blanket and cloak and gown alike to touch the very spirit with its frosty fingers; aware that I was trembling and shivering again, despite the still-glowing coals and my efforts to curl up on myself as tight as possible. And then suddenly I was warm, wonderfully warm, and I was safe and well down on the sparkling water of the cove, and it was summer. Later still I stirred again, knowing the night was passing, but unwilling to wake fully lest this fair vision be lost forever. There was an arm across me, holding the cloak around me; and the same old blanket covered the two of us. Darragh lay behind me, his body curled neatly against my own, his living warmth a part of me, his slow, peaceful breathing steady against my hair. I kept quite still. I did not allow myself to return to full consciousness. And I slipped back into sleep.

"Curly."

I hugged the blanket around me, and screwed my eyes shut.

"Fainne. Wake up, sweetheart."

I put the blanket over my face.

"Fainne. Come on, now."

I blinked, and stretched, and gave a groan.

~*~*~

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My grandmother got robbed the third time, my brother got robbed once, my father once, my stepbrother almost got cheated his cellphone or something like that.

Therefore when I say be careful, I really do mean be careful. You can't blame me when I don't want to take chances at times. =_=

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I want to watch The Nutracker Prince on Christmas night. =)

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Darragh.

Omigosh, that sweet name.

Darragh, the silent young lad whose eyes would only look at his sweetheart, observing, observing, following her, protecting her.

...

OMIGOSH FAINNE I AM SO JEALOUS.

I WILL FOREVER BE A DARRAGH FANGIRL. *___________________*

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Friday, December 08, 2006
samccx

Chee Weng: You not going to camp meh?
Sam: What.
Chee Weng: You're not going to the camp?
Sam: ...
Chee Weng: Are you going to the camp.
Sam: Yes.
Chee Weng: It's three o'clock now.
Sam: HAH.

And then I woke up. Well it wasn't 3pm, it was actually 1pm plus. But my parents already left home. I was half packed.

...I didn't make it for the camp. Wtf. Instead, Steph took me out to KLCC.

Where I splurged more money. Bought a top from MNG. And a lacey black bra which ate my hundred bucks because I couldn't afford the RM150 nicer-looking purple lacey bra.

Now I cannot buy the red dress from Lot10 and I failed to make Steph buy it too (she buy I still can wear ma!).

And then I came home and slept all the way until ... now.

Conclusion of the day, I have to stop spending and start doing Add Maths.

(BUT TOMORROW STEPH GOING TO BANGSAR/MIDVALLEY LIKE OMG GOT THINGS TO BUY LEH)

(...I shall resist.)

(Why am I typing in brackets?)

(Never mind, by the way, I love KingPie. Or PieKing. Whatever.)

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interlude; giladed for the night

(Oh my god HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH WHY TODAY I BLOG UNTIL LIDDAT WAN. Not chronological summore HAHAHHAA. Sure you people won't read wan. Dunno lah I feel drunk-ish now ahahahaa. BUT NEVER MIND I GOT MY BARNEY HIPPO IT'S SO CUDDLY LIKE OMG.
....Okay I'll stop typing.)

(....By the way, love, you forgot the keyboard again =P)


Packing... a bit. I dumped in my pillow and blanket and then realised that I needed them for sleeping tonight. Stupid dou. Must put in Mr Barney Hippo also >w< Will be off for Interact Conference thingy thingy tomorrow until Sunday. See you til then T_T;;

Oh kejap. Blog about today first.

Went to Sungei Wang to get my dress, and Chee Weng got his school uniform and stuffles. He bought a pink school bag and is very very excited about it =/

I bought my dress which I think is the right one (they changed the mannequin into a red loli dress QUITE NICE WAN LOR but I didn't like the black lacey sleeves =_=) and it's not RM130 it's RM170+ =_=;; But never mind ahh, I like ahh, makes me very yan to go dress up EGL for Comic Fiesta again!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. HOW AH. SHOULD I AR. But I need a cancan first. I want it more poofy!!! And I want a sexy lacy black bra to go with it ahahaha. Will take a pic of it later or after I return from that conference thing. Now very lazy.

Then hor actually I spent quite a lot today omg I bought new shoes as well. Like, it's the first pair of shoes that I ever bought for myself man. Dengan bantuan Hui Yat. And like I'm REALLY REALLY SAD because I saw this REALLY CUTE PINK HEELS IT'S LIKE THOSE DOLL HEELS MAN VERY CUTE WAN. BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE MY SIZE LIKE OMG. SAD. SAD. SAD. SAD. SAD. SAD.

Went to Sub(zero @@) and Chee Weng bought a shirt and a vest which he seemed to like very much too. And Hui Yat spotted a polka dotted top and made me try it on and ahahaha I have to admit very cute la that top but I didn't buy cos didn't have money and also I wouldn't have anything to match with it (but it looked cute on its own u_u;;;;;;;; like pajamas).

THEN RIGHT LIKE OMG. WE WENT OVER TO LOT10 YOU KNOW. THEN LIKE CHEE WENG SPOTTED ONE RED DRESS THAT HE SAID LOOKED LIKE THE GUESS ONE THAT GINNY WANTED. BUT IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT LAH. BUT HOR. VERY NICE LEH THAT DRESS. I GO AND TRY ON YOU KNOW. I LOOK VERY NICE IN IT LEH. AND IT'S ONLY RM140. LIKE CHEAPER THAN THAT LOLI DRESS THAT I BOUGHT MAN (and is wearable in public unlike the loli one that one I'm not so sure). THEN CHEE WENG DUNNO WHAT'S HIS PROBLEM KEPT URGING ME TO BUY. SO I WENT AND GET MONEY TIMATCHI WHEN THE MONEY CAME....

....I didn't have the mood to buy it anymore. Bought other stuff instead.

But I wouldn't mind owning that dress you know like omg I like that dress. Get it for me la someone. I want la. Really wan. T_T


Dinner at Dome. We sent in a complaint about the service ;P


Chee Weng kept encouraging me to shop today. Even though I did not want to listen, I still shopped and spent. T_T


I spent a lot of money. He spent a lot of money. We are doomed. T_T


Hui Yat bought comfy shoes and the black shirt that she needed. She was satisfied. T_T


See that waitress behind there. Baaad baaad.


Like wtf why my boobs look like that I think it's my bra okay.


<3


December 7th, 2006 - We went "Christmas shopping" =)

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Thursday, December 07, 2006
samccx

I want fried rice. With big chunks of luncheon meat. And teeny weeny strips of eggs. And lots of guai tau, whatever they're called in english. 

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
samccx

Somebody tell me what's wrong with me.

If I just had the most satisfying cry ever.

Why am I still crying.

Is "wanting to cry because I haven't been crying for a long time" still the reason anymore?

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