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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
samccx

Somebody tell me what's wrong with me.

If I just had the most satisfying cry ever.

Why am I still crying.

Is "wanting to cry because I haven't been crying for a long time" still the reason anymore?

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Okay last night I cried the most satisfying beroomphed "and you're empty and you're full" cry ever.

My eyes very bengkak. How now.

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Wah. Random dou. I grabbed the pencil and like the tip was sharp so like very yan to write on paper right, so I grabbed a piece of paper from the printer and... started drawing.

I hadn't been drawing for seven months or so.

O___O

It's still genderless, bighaired and uneven eyed.

Still the same.

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My mind is so clogged up, it's pretty exhausting.

Downloading Christmas songs X3 But like, every year I try to find The 12 Days of Christmas. Every year also cannot find wan. T_T

Yesterday I was lazing around trying to make myself cry until Hui Yat called up to invite me to go Bakerzin and rape their cakes, so I joined her and Gin and her mum to Bangsar Village. My heart broke when I saw Gin u_u She's making me sad.

Our dinner:


Dessert <3 :

Choux pastry with ice-cream in between, stopped with chocolate sauce and almonds. WAH TOTAL LOVE.

Chocolate cake with strawberry syrup and vanilla ice-cream. When you poke your fork in, POOOOSHHHH THE WARM CHOCOLATE IN IT JUST OOZES OUT LIKE HEAVEN AND WELL IT'S JUST PURE BLISS OKAY YOU MUST TRY THIS AT LEAST ONCE IN YOUR LIFE TIME.


I am promoting Bakerzin. Bakerzin can be found at 1Utama and Bangsar Village (and I dunno where else). Faster go. It's Heaven.

I wanted to tapau a cake for Chee Weng, but Hui Yat wanted to buy too so we opted for the Buy-4-Free-1 =D

You see that one with the strawberry. That's a strawberry shortcake. Oh my god. I never tasted such great sponge cake before. I never liked sponge cakes, but I think I might change my mind now. TO QUOTE HUI YAT, YOU CAN HEAR THE LITTLE MUNCHKINS SINGING IN YOUR EARS AFTER YOU EAT IT.

We went back to Gin's place and decided to stayover, got Chee Weng over and indulged ourselves in cakes. Watched Death Note again, and then half of Accepted before I fell asleep and Hui Yat got sleepy.

***
EDIT:
Editted out because I'm too irked so I want to leave it out right now. =_=
***


This is Chippy being cute. According to Chee Weng, that's her play dead pose. He had somehow trained her to react like that to his "bang bang!"s.

Spent more time lazing around, physically abusing Chee Weng, pestering him to switch on the water heater, lesbianing with Hui Yat, watching porn in the computer.... more physical abuse and pestering. After dinner we decided to go down to Leisure Mall initially for Neway, but we ended up lounging at Starbucks. Wasted money at Baskin Robbins. Went back to Starbucks to stone.


Lazing around in Gin's room. Gin's house is so darn comfortable, it's like my second home. <3


I just think that Hui Yat looks so bloody cute in that Santa hat. The first pic is a spoof off Accepted btw =3


I'm in the mood for Christmas. I love Christmas. Like oh my god, I really do love Christmas.

And like while I'm excited that Chee Weng is actually reading and enjoying a manga, this is getting too weird:
:: Cw says:
pember SUPER YENG LOR
:: Cw says:
PALING YENG IN MANGA ..until now
:: Cw says:
and raito
:: Cw says:
2nd
=______________= WHERE GOT PEOPLE LIDDAT WAN. RAITO IS LIKE T3H GOD OKAY. *coughs*fangirlspeaking*coughs*

OH MY GOD TERK CHERN IS SO SWEET HE ACTUALLY DOWNLOADED THE TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS FOR ME WITHOUT ME ASKING FOR IT WAHHHH! XD Goofy's version. Hahaha!

By the way I don't think I'm gonna be in a good mood for the next few hours... or... days. Bear with me u_u I cried yesterday and I cried today but like got no oomph wan lor, no satisfying feeling wan lor, no "... like when you've been crying, and you're empty, and you're full" wan lor. Bleh.

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Monday, December 04, 2006
samccx

Well I don't feel like talking about Chinese New Years now.

I want to continue Honey & Clover II but the guys are using the computer outside. =/ Emo show. Nice nice.

Wondering a few stuff about myself.

Eh, you know hor, in the excitement of my new underwears, I have totally forgot about my comfortable expensive La Senza underwears. =/

I wanna dance under a mistletoe with christmas lights all around me and the smell of flowers in the air~ <3

Been taking forever to finish up Never Say Never, rewatching old movies, watching that Jdrama Gin lent to me, rereading Sevenwaters...

Sevenwaters. My eternal love <3

..........Okay mood change already. Thus ends my random entry of the day. Bye.

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Sunday, December 03, 2006
samccx

I cannot remember my Christmases before I was seven. Maybe we didn't celebrate it.

Ever since I shifted to Puteri Court, my Christmases were practically the same every year.

Christmas Eve. Shang-ri La Hotel. Dolled up in princess gowns. Dinner at The Pub or The Bar or whatever that place is called (sometimes it's downstairs at that dunno what Garden or Cafe place). Dinner in a room, greet all the uncles and aunties with smiles and giggly voice. Receive presents. Look at their kids in the eye with a shy grin. The window overlooks KL traffic, and the mad people running around celebrating. Opens the party packs and fool around with the other kids. Try on the party masks and hats. Stand behind mum hoping that she would offer me a sip from her wine glass, which she usually does. Drink more than I'm offered and turn all red in the face. Adults pull everyone out of the room to dance on the dancefloor. Watch the performer with envy as she dances. Dance with mum, and when I get into the mood, dance with everyone else. Dance dance dance until my feet hurt, get back into the room for more wine. Go back out for the countdown. Hug mum. Grin with satisfaction. Stand outside the hotel waiting for the car. Release the helium-filled balloons into the air. Watch them as they fly higher up, wondering where they would go, when will they burst. I wished to sit on them as they floated. Go home to open presents.

And then it got a little different. Somehow, the parties got a little more boring. Adults start to offer to send us kids home before countdown.

Then one year, we spent Christmas on the cruise. Pinkie Cheung performed.

Last year, I spent Christmas at home. I invited a few girlfriends over and we had a good time, and asked for another party this year. Do you guys still want to hang out with me during Christmas this year? =(

This year, I do not know how I am going to spend my Christmas.

Okay, time for supper.

I will talk about my Chinese New Years after I eat.

...If I still got the mood.

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I finally got someone to buy me the dress! =P Steph agreed to get it as my Christmas prezzie provided I pay RM50 for it XP Bwee~
...I'm only getting it if I look good in it =D

After lots of beating around the bush, I finally got Chee Weng over and we watched Accepted and Death Note.

Death Note ok ok lar. A bit potong stim because the subtitles sucked. Really badly. Misamisa not bad wor, quite cute also... I dunno why I was very excited to see Misa >w< I wanna see cute cute lolis~ *O*

...That's quite wrong, isn't it....

Lexi's going to a relative of mine. Farewell once again...

...

I STILL CANNOT CRY. I NEED TO CRY LAH. BECAUSE LONG TIME DIDN'T CRY ALREADY. YESTERDAY NEARLY CRIED JOR. JUST NOW MEMANG CRYING THEN MY SISTER CAME AND INTERRUPT THEN ABRUPTLY STOPPED. Then I told Chee Weng to make me cry and he did the stupidest thing, and I almost cried but how can I cry when I'm in his arms?

Now I still cannot cry, even though Lexi is leaving.

Somebody please make me cry T_T

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Saturday, December 02, 2006
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BODY CLOCK GONE HAYWIRE AKU NAK NAIK GILA T_T;;;;

Had a crack lunch at Kim Gary *O* Summore I wasted money like sial, I didn't finish my (instant) noodles! >_> Then we paraded the sixth floor like oh my god I saw a lot of cute stuffles T_T Like that pillow and that teddy bear and that plushy like wowww T_T AND!!!! I SAW A BLACK DRESS!!! VERY CUTE WAN LOR!!! RM130 ONLY!!!!! I WANT TO BUY AHHHHH.

But I already asked mum to buy me that Guess top. How to ask her to buy me another dress now. T_T

EH CHRISTMAS IS IN ANOTHER 23 DAYS =) ANYONE WANNA GET ME THAT DRESS AH. =D Faster get it before someone else does! *o*!

We went for Redbox and screamed like sakai omg Jean, Shib, Jaz, Tien Koon and Chee Weng are a bunch of SAKAIS O_O! AND THEY CUT MY "IT'S YOUR LOVE" TWICE OKAY THAT IS A CRIME LIKE OMG I WAS SO EMO T_T

Pastu we went to get purikuras with Jazzie which due to Mr Chan's genius calculation we got extra small photos with loads of extras. And apparently he's supposed to give me the extras but I did not receive them >( So Jean and Jazzie wanted to take more, so Chee Weng and I went for our turn as well with Shib navigating the program ;P

Had my dinner at Delifrance, and then went to Seed Cafe for Chee Weng's dinner @@ Waited for our ride for half an hour before coming home and go crazy some more, and then waited another 150+ cars to pass by before finally catching a cab to send Chee Weng home.

Damn cab. >P

Okay so here's a goodnight to you and I'm gonna mandi now BABAI @@;;

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Thursday, November 30, 2006
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Alright, I got Chee Weng over on Tuesday and ruined his plans of having pizza for lunch =P I'm a pushover, yeah. Then Ian and Gin appeared and off we went to Port Klang with Michell and her mum.


On the ferry to Omar Star, where my mum works and Michell's father owns half the ship @@ It's a gambling cruise by the way.

It seems that the whole world knows about me and the drain. Every time I walk past my mother's friends, they give me that grin and ask me about that night. Funniest was Aunty Joyce's (also known as lai ma) husband - I see him only ah, I say hello right, he straight away gave me that look and said "so how ah, that night? OK ah?" LOL.


Where we eat. We returned to this place a lot of times - we got on the cruise to get fat. Food wasn't that nice though.


Our cabin. Michell didn't manage to get us the VIP cabins like she said she would >P I shared one with Michell while Gin with Ian.


The swimming pool which was 8 floors deep, every time I walk pass it I imagine myself drowning in it.


Gin and I on the deck. We sat on the deck that night and gosh it was really scary for me T_T The deck seemed a lot scarier at night.


Gin, Ian and Sam =3


Them playing jackpot.



She was hungry for meh >3

We went to the "night club" and karaoke-d for 5 hours I think, we ended some time near 5am.


We had Carlsberg, Michell had two glass and went totally nuts. Dahlah normally she's already nutsy, that night she was EXTRA nutsy. Jumping on the couch like a mad person, pulling me to dance in front of the public while Aunty Jolene was singing for the crowd. I practically laughed until I cried. =_=


This is Didi and I. Okay his name is not Didi, I don't remember what's his name but we all call him Didi anyway. He is twelve years old and he likes to speak to us in Mandarin because we cannot understand Mandarin.


They were singing Richard Marx's Right Here Waiting or some sort, and Michell was trying to capture Gin's very lumded face.

After we were done, I realised that I lost my wallet @@ Back in the cabin, Michell discovered that they show (boring Japanese) porn on TV, and forced me to watch with her. =_=;; She recorded parts of it on her phone for Ian to watch because his cabin didn't have the channel for some reason.

The next day, we actually planned to wake up at 7am for breakfast, timatchi we slept til 1pm when Didi came to look for us ._.;;;


Throughout the entire trip, Ian made it a point to zhat me about my tummy. I was not happy. >(


Yan  mou. Gin and I felt like jumping into the sea and swim T_T


Back at the dining place preparing to get fatter.


Our bingo cards and Ian's winning bingo card. We played three rounds, on the third round we bought two cards each. Ian won RM190 but had to split with another winner which became RM90, and me?
Jerry (bingo game announcer): Okay, anyone with a single number left to win?
Several people, including my table: 73!
Jerry: 75, 73? Okay, let's check.. it's 73!
Michell: WOOT!
Sam: turns in front and see loads of other people giving the same reaction*
The prize of RM430 was split with another 9 winners. I gave the forty bucks back to Michell since she bought the cards anyway =P



On the Star Lounge, or something. Triple eyelids evident because of late sleeping.


That's Michell, by the way. The Star Lounge was actually quite scary, it was like we were gonna fall into the sea or something T_T


We found that random thing @@ Michell lost btw >P


Going down from the Star Lounge. Very scary okay I was about to stop and cry halfway T_T;;; And you see that space at the deck down there, at night they put on the christmas lights and Gin was just telling me that if they put on music and have people dancing there, damn romantic man *O*


They look like father and son hor? Hahaha Ian and Didi playing Black Jack. Bad influence, bad influence =P


Sam and Michell the monkey.

At 7pm we all went to the "night club" to wait to get off the cruise. It was a very interesting experience because I got to watch my mum's colleagues getting drunk and crazy after working hours!!! Normally I see them also they party like mad, but like, this is a routine every week after work, I find that pretty cute =P Drinking, playing dice, karaokeing, dancing, bullying young kids, offering free drinks all around... and giving out money!
Mum: Hey, this is my daughter!
Sam: Hello aunty! =D
Aunty: Hello! Come come. *gives RM100*
Sam: ................HAH? O_O?
And by the way I collected my wallet from the reception counter, dunno where they found it though. I am RM160 richer now.
There was like this Uncle Jimmy who was acting like he was high on alchohol or something, but mum said that he's always like that. Quite funny when he was zha-ing the guai lou actually =P Didi said he took drugs or something, but I might be wrong because I couldn't really understand his story @_@

Going to meet Jazzie tomorrow YAYs.

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