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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
after all;

Image0103 by you.
sometimes i need a change

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Monday, October 26, 2009
what did i do that for?;

26-11-06_2020 by you.

BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
what High Distinction?;

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Sunday, October 18, 2009
3 things;




If The Earth Were Small


If the Earth were only a
few feet in diameter, floating a
few feet above a field somewhere, people
would come from everywhere to marvel at it. People
would walk around it, marvelling at its big pools of water,
its little pools, and the water flowing between the pools. Peo-
ple would marvel at the bumps on it, and the holes in it, and the dif-
ferent areas on it. And they would marvel at the very thin layer of gas
surrounding it and at the water suspended in the gas. People would mar-
vel at all the creatures walking around the surface of the ball, and at the
creatures in the water, and at the green vegetation growing on the surface.
The people would declare it as sacred, because it was the only one, and
they would protect it so that it would not be hurt. The ball would be
the greatest wonder known, and people would come to pray to it, to
be healed, to gain its knowledge, to know its great beauty, and to
defend it with their lives because they would somehow know
that their lives, their own roundness, could be nothing
without it. If the Earth were only a few feet
in diameter. (Olaf Skarsholt, New
Zealand, 1990)

  • I was watching this program on the World War 2 and I like that they used a lot of real war footages - and one was of how the US Army derived a technic from Pavlov's conditional reflex experiment (you know, Pavlov's Dog?).They starved dogs and then trained them to find food under cars. Then they strap bombs to their bodies, and released them when the German tanks are near, and then detonate. I almost cried when I saw the footage. One second the dog was running out in the field, a beautiful German sheperd-like dog - and the next - everything was up in a cloud of black smoke.
Man's best friend.

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Saturday, October 17, 2009
gee;

Chee Weng: Yerr you're like a normal girlfriend now!
Sam: Normal girlfriend?! Why?! What's a normal girlfriend?!
Chee Weng: You're taking food pictures!!!!

I just wanted to show off the ham and egg ramekin sandwich... :(

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
samccx

I really enjoy some of my assignments this semester, although the workload is tedious and the deadlines tight. I'm learning a lot through my own researches. Partly because this sem we have subjects like Global Societies and Media Literacies. Although the lecturer is a little long winded in the latter subject, the former one is breezing through the topics a little too lightly for my liking. We cover things like migration, justice, human rights - somewhat similar to what we did in World Issues, but the lecturer just touched the subjects on the surface and we never delve into anything in a more in-depth level!!!! We could have learned so much more. It isn't that she's uninformed - she definitely knows what she's teaching - it's just the way she teach. I wish she'd teach us more.

Today someone presented on terrorism in Afghanistan, and when she showed a picture of a person being lynched while there were people watching on, and this:


Source

And she laughed. She found the pictures to be very funny. And then the class laughed with her. At the end of the presentation the lecturer said she seemed very happy to be presenting, and she said so herself that she found the pictures funny.

Honestly, I was horrified. I wonder what the lecturers in ICPU would have done if they were there. Ms Christie told us off for the first time when someone made fun of a picture of a malnutritioned child. Mr Colin told the class off when they laughed at homosexuals. From the stories I've heard, Mr Moaz, Mr Hannah and Mr Wise will definitely have not tolerated the laughter.

Today my lecturer stayed silent.

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Monday, October 12, 2009
samccx

Last weekend I attended my first leadership camp - first camp of any sorts, actually. It was fun, I really enjoyed it. Except for the sleeping part, that is. The beds were filthy and I kept waking up in the middle of the night cos I was FREEZING - can you imagine? There were only fans and I was freezing. Wtf. I came back with really bad muscle pains, I can't even walk up the stairs. It was a fun experience (although it ate up 2 days worth of assignment work) and if there's another one, I think I won't mind going :)

Also, I was really proud of myself!! We had an obstacle course and I actually jumped off walls and did another round of flying fox *o* This coming from the girl who want to cry every time she walk in the Taylor's main campus' narrow hallways!!

During our de-brief we had to come up some activities for our club (the camp was for a scholars' club) and I suggested helping the disaster victims of the recent earthquake and typhoon. It had a generally good response until someone pointed out that to be able to commit to a cause we'd had to be able to relate and sympathise with the cause, and she doesn't "feel" the cause in this case.

For the most part, I agree. Most people look at awareness posters and don't feel anything, or help out at a cause because they have to and not because they want to. It's a valid point. But when she said "feel" - It sort of put me off. I understand about relating. I can't relate to cancer patients. I can't relate to disabled patients. But there's always empathy - and that's the reason I want to help them. It doesn't matter what the cause is, the point is I am the more fortunate one in this case, and if I am able to help, I want to help.

How can you not 'feel' for the disaster victims and refuse to help just because of that? Especially when the victims are our neighbours.

It could have been us.

Blowin' In The Wind by Bob Dylan

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
Yes, 'n' how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, 'n' how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesn't see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.


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Friday, October 09, 2009
do you know that i'm unhappy;

To everything - turn, turn, turn
There is a season - turn, turn, turn
And a time for every purpose under heaven

A time to be born, a time to die
A time to plant, a time to reap
A time to kill, a time to heal
A time to laugh, a time to weep

To everything - turn, turn, turn
There is a season - turn, turn, turn
And a time for every purpose under heaven

A time to build up, a time to break down
A time to dance, a time to mourn
A time to cast away stones
A time to gather stones together

To everything - turn, turn, turn
There is a season - turn, turn, turn
And a time for every purpose under heaven

A time of war, a time of peace
A time of love, a time of hate
A time you may embrace
A time to refrain from embracing

To everything - turn, turn, turn
There is a season - turn, turn, turn
And a time for every purpose under heaven

A time to gain, a time to lose
A time to rend, a time to sew
A time to love, a time to hate
A time of peace, I swear it's not too late!

- Turn! Turn! Turn! by The Byrds

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Wednesday, October 07, 2009
just thought;

One day you made iced tea
I don't remember what we had it over
but one day you made iced tea
and we shared the pot sheltered under a roof

One day you made ice blended orange juice
I think we shared it over small talks
and I didn't really like it
but we went up to the orange room after that

One day you made mango juice
I don't remember what we had it over
but one day you made mango juice
and we shared a memory of excitement over thick yellow goo

One day you made hot tea
I remember when we were 16 you had gastric
and over the phone you sounded so cool
I didn't think you'd be making drinks for me over the next few years

Gee. That sounds cheesy. It's okay. I'm allowed to be cheesy in October!!



 
Do you have any idea how much I love American Dreams!!! And how much I love the leather jacket on Roxanne in season 2, that is the sole reason why I'm lusting over leather jackets - because it looked cool on her pfft.

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Tuesday, October 06, 2009
backlight;



See this guy here? Sometimes he can be so annoying I feel like tugging his collar and smack some sense into him. Sometimes he can be so dense I feel like yelling at him and tell him to just treat me like a girl not a bootcamp soldier. Sometimes he's so proud and egoistical I feel like I need a more gentle partner. Sometimes his heart of stone makes me want to die and wither away and never come out of my shell.

But most of the time I really really like him.

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