"It was a harbinger of what to come", says the narrator. I love Astro Max.

"I walked past this spot and there was a man sitting there, and I came back four hours later and he was still sitting there. So I asked the people what is he doing and they said that he thought that he was an orange. And he believed that if you poke him he will lose all his juices." Not a direct quote, but I found it sadly funny.

Wednesday was a fun, happy day and a crazy cold night. Shit! I want more.
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I have yellow rubbers on my braces because Rekha looked nice when she did hers yellow. I miss Rekha.

My new wallpaper tells you my latest obsession.

It's only been the second week back to college and we're already preparing for assignments. I have come to realise that the entire course is really about prepping the students for assignments. The reason we learn is to prepare ourselves for assignments. It's less about the learning for knowledge and skills - it's more about working towards our HDs and Ds. Classmates are still weirdly hostile, you'd think someone actually threatened them at knifepoint to make sure they stay unfriendly and not make any new friends for the entire semester.


(I have lost my so-sharp-can-kill chin due to the braces T_T) On the day I said I needed to shop for shoes, both of them gasped in surprise. I haven't changed since my ICPU days I guess... ;p I am actually a very girly girl :(

Okay I'm not. But I have my girly needs to! Like right now I am in the mood to buy all the blazers in the world. I am also very, very picky with my shoes and the tragic story always end with the shoes not coming in my size. I want to be a rockstar environmentalist. Rockstar environmentalists tend to come off as hypocritic jokes actually. But I wanna be a rockstar. I am a rockstar.

I just failed in describing my girly needs. My only girly need is to buy blazers and pretty shoes. And my boyfriend. And my mummy (who bought me a James Dean poster!)

See. Pretty girly.

Goodnight.

As I was about to get off the car I extended a hand and immediately hid it. Sheepishly I said, " I don't know what to do - I wanted to shake your hand." He said, "You want to shake my hand?" And I shook his hand and said thank you.

That was fun. Babe we should totally shake hands more often now.

Last week in my first and only class attended we talked about media ownership and I brought up corporations monopolizing the media industry, which my lecturer thought wasn't a problem at all... because we're learning media literacies.

We are. The people out here - they don't. You don't. Personally I think monopolizing the media should be illegal.

Terk Chern won the Tap Tap Competition and its all my doing ;)

I've been watching Ellen for what, 3-4 days now. I'm obsessed. I love Ellen. I'd totally be one of those women audiences screaming my head off when she comes out in the beginning of her shows. Is my grammar off? That's a funny sentence.

I lost whatever weight/fats I gained during the holidays in the four days that I was sick. My boobs are totally invisible now, and I have hairy legs, I could crop my hair and nobody would be able to tell if I'm a girl or a guy.

Backdated pictures, this is the day Xindi bought up the remaining clothes we have here in KL. If you feel somewhat lacking in the department stores lately it's her fault.


She made me try them on when she's the one who's bringing the clothes home =/


Pretending I'm not interested in cheap clothes. I don't know where that blue dress is now.

Pictures from Hennessy Artistry.


The ghost vibe.


The fun vibe.


Jean, that's you on the phone.


The crowd.


I don't like ice-cream soda, but it's not bad with cognac *o*












With Grandfather and Daddy No. 2.

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I've learnt a lot of things from you. I appreciate what you had done and all the love you put on me.

I wonder if there's nothing to learn from me and nothing to appreciate anymore?

But above all, this world we have created - that you have created for me - have shielded me from so much. In no other way and with no one else can I be so comfortable with. There is not one moment where I have to pretend or be afraid of being judged. I can be myself, no matter the silly, noisy random nonsense-spouting kid or the trying-to-win-queen-of-tears award screaming-over-the-phone bitch, and don't have to worry about anything at all - because I know that you love me, and will still love me no matter what I do or what I say.

Not anymore.

I'm a girl of words. I really, really like words. They mean a lot to me. And sometimes they're all I really want from you.

I bet you forgot these words - and I bet you never took it to heart.