This week I've spent more hours at HELP than my own college. wth. But it's okay. I like it there. I don't understand why people always say HELP campus sucks. I like!

My own college campus on the other hand.. I fear my own college campus. It's extremely unfriendly for people who have height issues!

I should talk about something else besides college campuses. But I hear my assignments calling for me. :(

I like HELP's main block :O So convenient to online wth. And Chee Weng's class is just a few steps away hee.

Listening to Ray Charles' Georgia On My Mind. WHOAH GEORGIA LOOOVE. I'M CALLING MY GEORGIA.

Oh. When I see Stevie Wonder... I will forever be reminded of Peanut. HAHAHAHA. IT'S JUST TOO FUNNY.

Do you like random posts? Mm. I had dimsum without ha gao. I feel so incomplete.

Oh! I read Nat's blog and I laughed because the last picture was so funny. And then I read Gin's blog and I laughed too because MADNESS!! was funny.

I think it's a very romantic idea that a normally stoic, no-nonsense man who is extremely knowledgeable has a love of his life who may be the most important thing to him - ahahahawentworthmillerlecturercough.

Aaauidoeubugshs.

Fatigue is eating me up so badly it's not even funny anymore. Makes the holidays even more worthwhile, doesn't it? I miss ICPU assignments... they were certainly a lot more fun!

I've been rather obsessed with Joe Hisaishi's music these days. Calms the nerves perhaps? I can't decide which one I like better - Quincy Jone's Take Five, or Al Jarreau's? Well... I don't have to like any of them better. I like them both equally.

That was unnecessary. Notice how I blog more often when I have work to do? u_u

I can't find The Tremeloes' Jenny's All Right mp3.... :(

I have four more posters to add to my collection: 2 more Audrey Hepburns, one Charlie Chaplin (from The Kid <3) and a Chris Consani Legendary Crossroads poster.

When I saw the Legendary Crossroads poster I had no problem identifying Elvis Presley, Marilyn Monroe and Humphrey Bogart (still can't find Casablanca D:)... but what was James Franco doing in that poster?! So I showed it to mum who said that it was James Dean ._.

Eh. They look damn alike okay. Time to hunt for Rebel Without A Cause!

I can't stand branded handbags with monograms.

Okay la Chee Weng scolded me that the whole point of ranting about handbags with monograms was lost because I said that I used them for the quality. Then he started complaining that the things I tell him always have no point in them.

Wtf. 80% of the stuff I tell him got no point wan. I tell him just about whatever I saw/heard/learned when he's not around me... no point in them wan. I just want him to know!!! Cis. He used to layan them but now he's just like "and your point is......?" T_T

I want original bossa nova albums.

It was just a few days ago that I told Chee Weng that I have added Mr Mac on Facebook. We talked about his days in ICPU and reminisced his classes.

Today I logged into Facebook and discovered the shocking news of his death.

Mr William McNamara taught me Business Leadership in ICPU. Because ours was the last period of the day in the intensive 8am-5pm schedule of the March Intake, a lot of us were always drowsy in his class but he never made a fuss out of it because he knew how exhausted we were after an entire day of classes. A few of us were plain incorrigible monkeys, but he never attempted to embarrass any of us students in front of others. On our lucky days he shared Bob Dylan on Youtube, and chocolates (he was convinced hat nothing motivates Malaysian students more than chocolates). I remember building bridges out of straws, Jeopardy, opening an imaginary bakery, and his love for trivia, history and politics. Exams weren't the main point of his teaching - we had several ways of calculating our marks and he used different ones for different students to help students to achieve their full potential. Our lessons were beyond textbooks - shaping us into leaders and helping us achieve our goals. It was him who reignited my love for learning - learning anything, and everything.

Leaving ICPU didn't mean that was the end of our journey as teacher and student. He once said, "once my student, always my student. You cannot run away from me". And he was true to his words - he worked hard to help students who are futhering their studies in Canada to stay connected, and offered help for enrolment, accomodation, and if you have a problem with not having taken ENG4U he was the man to look for.

One semester was too short a time for knowing Mr Mac, but it was greatly treasured. Mr Mac is one of the most inspiring and caring teacher I've ever had, and I'm proud to have been his student.

Human's inability to be satisfied is such a terrible thing - almost scary.

I'm taking every thing bad as challenges and opportunities. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop complaining.

It's funny how some people do things for the sake of it - "we're having an intellectual talk now, look at how smart we are!" And then proceed to think that they are above everyone else.

I'm still secretly moping over my Rethoric summary result.

I like being busy. I have to be busy to keep myself safe. I love my friends who understand this.

My grandmother cooked four dishes today, and they are all my favourites.

I don't know how to be manipulative. Everything doesn't need to have a reason behind it. I detest manipulative people more than ants.

I know for a fact that two people who are extremely alike will not be good friends. It may seem like a perfect match, but these people hate each other for the qualities that are so dominant in their own hearts.

I also think that it is important for these people to stay together - seeing yourself in another allows you to see what others see in you, and that allows plenty of space for correction and revision. Being proud of what you are isn't always good.

And that.. is one of the most important thing I've learnt from Chee Weng.

Hello! I know of a clown... and she's really amusing to watch. :D I never condone gossips, but this is too close to home, you have to let me be human once in a while too!

On another note, offshore courses are so restricted I don't think it really allows us students perform our best.

Also, unless you are a close acquaintance, please be aware that I hate people who edit my works like it's their own, I hate last minute notices and I hate wasting time kthx. Not being snobby, just informing.

Here are some pictures... to delay doing my Computer journal juuust a little :)

May 17th... this was the night where the alcohol went up to my head so fast I wasn't even afraid to light the lighter (for those who don't know I hate fires yala lame la)

Gin's cam:


Fugz


One day I'll know how to operate vidcameras and their extensions like that... one day u_u


Corey & Gin. I only realised Corey has a dimple when I saw the pictures...


Nana & Corey


TJ, Otto, Azrin, Corey and random girl


Otto, TJ, Azrin, Corey, Gin, 3 quarters of Theodore's face.


Look, Gin can do the Japanese Finger wtf

His cam - bie you never give me your watermark so this is what I have...:


Because the white man must always be the tallest.


This is why I think skeletal arms are ugly.


Guess what happened when I was trying to take this picture?


Guys, please don't do that to me without warning me first... I have issues with heights and it's not funny D: