I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. Actually, there's only one side for me to wake up from.

I've snapped at several people today and I'm very sorry about it - I just needed some alone-time after spending half my day sitting at the same table with a group of strangers yesterday. When I say that I'm anti-social people think that I made that up. A lecturer once said, "you think you're anti-social, but you do have friends in class, right?" Well I wish that that was the case too.

It's not that I'm proud of this issue or anything, I'm telling because I'm sick of people asking me why am I so quiet, why do I look bored, why am I so weird... It's not that I'm stuck up or that I don't make the effort. I really do want to be that person you could easily talk to and would like to invite her out again after the first, but I'm not that person. I'm just me.

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I watched Rebel Without A Cause. I found it okay, but gosh James Dean was so hot. Hot! Natalie Wood was kind of annoying in the movie but that's just my opinion. When I saw the opening police station scene where James Dean screamed his now well-known "You're tearing me apart!" line, I realised I've actually watched the first ten minutes on Astro a few years ago... wtf? And I replayed the part where he imitated siren sounds at least ten times. Now I want a James Dean poster (the Cris Consani one doesn't count because he's so tiny in it). Who's going to UK?

Here's a quote from the movie I can agree to.

Plato: We don't really encourage children, they're such a bother.
Judy: Oh I quite agree, I just can't stand it when they cry. What do you do with them when they cry?
James: Hah, drown 'em like puppies, hah!

Strictly speaking, of course, drowning puppies is a very atrocious act and nobody should be doing that!

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Pictures of my family smiling for the camera on Father's Day. I'm sorry I don't have warm lovey things to caption the pictures with... Actually, no, not really, I'm not really sorry about it.




Superstar of the night... Everyone had an individual picture taken with him u_u


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Remember... Truth is a manipulation! Wtf.


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