I'm having that unbelievably empty feeling of having wasted a day away. No I'm not blaming anyone, it's just funny how things turn out sometimes. 5 hours of supposed sleep and practise became a competition with my drowsiness and money wasted away. Plus I had an audition today and it was pretty much the crappiest performance I ever gave (and I was one hour late oh killjoy). I usually get a kind of high from performing, even if I screwed it up, but this one is just downright failure. Tsk.

And now my stomach have to clench and clench and clench like a fist grabbing me from the inside. My mum brought back my favouritest Uhuhu! durian cupcakes and I'm not even lusting for them (will regret tomorrow).

So I'm just home, feeling empty and achieved nothing. Not even ironing. Way to go.

Edit: Is ok. Imma at home watching movie with momma and is ok. *sucks thumb*